I often wonder if something is wrong with my hands.

They don’t seem to know when to hold on

And when to let go—

Always too tight around someone long gone

Always too loose around the boy in my bed.

Hands

April 23, 2020


I often wonder if something is wrong with my hands.

They don’t seem to know when to hold on

And when to let go—

Always too tight around someone long gone

Always too loose around the boy in my bed.


I fall in love too quickly

And I think that’s okay

In fact, I love that about myself

It’s not without struggle or heartbreak, that’s for sure

I don’t know what purpose I believe in for us here anymore

But I do know

That we came here to feel something

And make others feel something too

Make Me Feel



I fall in love too quickly

And I think that’s okay

In fact, I love that about myself

It’s not without struggle or heartbreak, that’s for sure

I don’t know what purpose I believe in for us here anymore

But I do know

That we came here to feel something

And make others feel something too

Everyone always tells you that heartbreak is sad

That they get it

Everyone gets it

But they don’t tell you

How it feels

Like someone

sitting on your chest

While you play house

And all the best tricks and love

Aren’t enough

To make them stay

How powerless it feels

Like caring for a dying grandparent

The end inevitable

So you make it as comfortable and kind

As you can

And in two seconds you’re four again

And dad isn’t coming home

And no one tells you

That hurts too

Because “for the better”

Never cuts it

When you really just want someone

Anyone

To stay 

Just a little longer

Just this one time

Playing House

April 20, 2020


Everyone always tells you that heartbreak is sad

That they get it

Everyone gets it

But they don’t tell you

How it feels

Like someone

sitting on your chest

While you play house

And all the best tricks and love

Aren’t enough

To make them stay

How powerless it feels

Like caring for a dying grandparent

The end inevitable

So you make it as comfortable and kind

As you can

And in two seconds you’re four again

And dad isn’t coming home

And no one tells you

That hurts too

Because “for the better”

Never cuts it

When you really just want someone

Anyone

To stay 

Just a little longer

Just this one time
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